Gosh. 6 weeks since my last journal entry. What the hell is up with me, you ask?
Well, a lot of things. I'm not really in the best condition there is, both mentally and physically but I'll manage. A lot of stuff has happened the past few weeks, some were positive, the majority negative. I don't really want to make this a big topic and especially not public but I can assure you that I'll be okay.

My civil services will start next month. Wow. I only waited what like 8 months for it. And let me tell you, 8 months with not doing anything are definitely not good for you. Even if you think your holidays are too short, trust me, they are just right.
I'll be working at a center for seniors to do various activities at, language courses, yoga or even just have lunch. It's a wonderful opportunity methinks. I got the chance to work there for about a day and I really enjoyed it. Helping others is definitely something I enjoy doing. And being helpful to others is what makes life worth living to me.
I didn't get any details but I heard the payment is not too bad at all either. And I really need some money. P:

Art-wise I have been utterly uncreative lately. But that's not new. Also, just about nobody gives a damn about my art anyways so I think I should just stop submitting stuff. I hate pretty much everything I created anyways. But that is also not news. Ergo: nothing new on the art-front. One last thing: Emotes are a curse.

ALSO. Ew. 8 fucking days. Yes:



Can someone please shoot me? Anyone? I don't want to turn 20. ;__;
I am still 17 at heart. And I have been 17 at heart since I was 14, I feel like nothing changed in this time lapse. Besides that, my birthdays always suck monkey ass so I suppose this one won't be any different. But Trevor made this beautiful CSS as an early birthday present and I am really happy about it.
My cousin said he wants to drag me to a bar on my birthday. Which I find odd since I normally don't have that much contact with him (Or the rest of my family for that matter). We'll see. And no, I will not get hammered.

Anyways, thanks for listening to my unimportant ramblings, out of my rather unimportant life. </emo>
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So long.

Lahvs lahvs. <3

...you definitely need to check out ~deutsch, the largest German community on dA. It's been rather dead lately but I am one of the new administrators there and I plan to bring a bit more life into it. At the moment it will stay a bit calm but that will change. I'll make this a group, no matter the cost. D: